It's been awhile...

Everything over here has been so stressful for me.
I'm being pulled into someone else's mess. Why me? I've gone through enough my first semester...I don't need your shit.

This girl pulls me out of the hallway with the school counselor to say that I talked a lot of shit about her. The first thing I said was to prove it.

She stood there.
Nothing came out of her mouth but then she started crying again.
She was the one that said to one of my good friends that she was going to make me cry by the end of this year.

I'd like to see her try.

Another one of my drawings o-O

I just finished this drawing during 4rd block.
If only someone like this said something to me like that...


-Coughs-
My fantasies lol. I can't imagine how many things I want to happen to me that will never happen. I've only had 2 "love" confessions but...they weren't true enough. They were convincing at that moment. 
Through time, I've learned love changes all the time. It never stays the same. It'd be bullshit if someone says they still love you the same. It has either decreased or increased. 


Inanimate objects stay the same.


Love isn't an inanimate object.

I hate this feeling...

When you know you're going to cry. Your lips quiver, your heart pounds, your eyes sting. Your face clenches up, and then the tears start to fall.
You can't stop them, no matter how hard you try. And it's not little tears that just slide down your cheeks; it's big tears that make your eyes all red and puffy, your face is tear-stained and your body heaves.
You can't stop the tears and as you lie in your bed alone, you think of what you could have possibly done to stop the pain.


But there's nothing you can do, nothing anyone can say. These are the kind of tears and pain that needs to be cried out, but not talked out. And you know that you're hurting the people you love but you can't help it...


And sometimes, you just don't care.

I drew something for my friend Andrew.

We're known as the Ecchi couple on Audition (a game) lolol.
His favorite color was red so I drew him with red stencilers and grey-blue pencil. (On my tablet) I only draw when requested now :| But it's ok. I had fun doing this for him~


Today wasn't as bad as it was supposed to be. I'm failing my senior classes and as of now, I know what to do. I'm well prepared. Even after all the failures, I was still recommended to take another AP course. Seriously? I never sought to see the day those horrid letters came into mind. 

This feels like Xanga.

I made a Xanga for a specific someone so he'd know what's up with me since we don't hang out.
Now I made this for a...loser.


It's ok, at least I can vent here safely because no one else knows about my blogspot.


I should introduce myself I guess o-o.


I’m Teresa. I live on the east coast of the USA. 
I’m not the girl you expect me to be. I’m literally a gamer girl…and actually good at it LOL.

List of things I’ve played: Conquer Online, all CoD’s, Halo, Army of 2, Final Fantasy 7-13, Starcraft 1 and 2, Perfect World, SilkRoad, DDR, all kinds of RPG’s, umm AVA, Counter Strike…Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2, Tetris, and a few others xD. 


I used to play sports…I played Tennis and I was on the wrestling team. Oh, I guess Track and Swimming counts too. I eat a shit load. I’m not even joking haha. 3 meals a day? PSH more like 6+. The thing is; I only eat when I’m happy so, you can say I’m happy most of the time. I don’t go out a lot. I guess that’s a good thing, cause sometimes, teens that go out a lot tend to do bad things. Good for me :]. (Pft, I have these blogs anyways LOL) 


Things that make me angry: 

• -Fake people: When I say fake people, I mean REALLY fake. The type of people that acts differently around different people. Just be yourself. Please. 
• -Making things complicated: I’ve learned recently to make things simple. and I guess that’s all. I’m pretty tolerant to a lot of things. If you annoy me however, I won’t go easy on you. 

Oh…I’m a pervert. LOL The end? Maybe. I’ll probably add more things once I really discover who I truly am :]

Why is it that parents take their anger out on their children?

Actually.
I'll be specific.
They take their anger out on me because of other people. I'm some sort of punching bag to relieve their own stress.


I hate you guys, yet I love you. 


What a contradiction. 

Pffft, Tags?

What is this; Facebook? LOL kidding. 
I only have one follower and thats you -.- so I'm not tagging~

1. Food - I like all food besides that yellow fruit that stinks. 

2. Colour - Blue or purple. Suck a nut. xD

3. Animal - Panda. Interracial bear.

4. Sports Team - None. Screw sports LOL

5. Dessert - ICECREAM. I cook pastries so...it depends. Cake or brownies C:

 

6. Artist/Singer/Band - Not sure of an Artist/Hyori Lee <3/The Frail

7. Pair of Shoes - 3 pairs of Forces, boots, 10+ pairs of heels, 2 pairs of flats.

8. Outfit - F21, dress shirt; AE jeans. Flats or Forces. :| I'm not an interesting person lol.

9. Skinny Jeans - Pacsun's xD

10. Brand -  Aero = School uniform...and AE and Express....and F21. That's it.

11. Perfume - Laguna Beach.

12. Accessory - My class ring. I used to wear a necklace. :/

13. City - Atlanta. I feel awesome when I'm there. C:

14. Hobby - Drawing, I guess...and blogging :|

15. Beauty Product - Water, or chapstick. Note: I don't wear makeup. 

16. Snack - PUDDING :D. BANANA PUDDING. Or...Caramel cream. Yummy stuff.

17. Holiday - I like...Christmas too. It's probably the only time I get to see my whole family for one day.

 

18. Movie - My favorite movie so far has to be Salt. 

 

19. Song - FireFly- The Frail

20. Guillty Pleasure - Ohohoho c;